my second arrival

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In the old days people would say if a black man can become president of the USA, pigs would fly. Today, now that a black man is indeed president of the USA, the prophecy came true... SWINE "FLEW"

i love romantic songs.

i never expected things to be going my way ... so easily ... never thought i could be so lucky.
been the longest time since i wanted something so badly... since im nominated. YES. i want to win .
i really want to win ....

5 more days to my 22nd.

i really really want a very knock out day. i want to cry i want laugh so hard ... i wan to be drunk ... on that day .
i want to break the dawn ....

im happy this way ...
im happy ...
truely happy now

do u believe in the above??
i do ...
thank you Phramae...

i'll remember...

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ... ALSTON .. JUST REMEMBERED UR  23TH BDAY. SEE U WHEN URE OUT...


SAD.

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8 MONTHS WILL BE SOON

it seems u cant hear me, when i open my mouth u never listen
u said stay, but what does tt mean? do u think i honestly, wanna be reminded forever?


 if you only knew...


dont waste your time trying to fix, what i wanna erase, what i need to forget,
my friend, "friend" wat does tt even mean ?i dont  want your hand, youre only pull me down, so save ur words, dont waste your time...


its not that i dont wanna share my life with you,its just you gotta know its got to be right,
i dont need somebody to complete, i complete myself.

i belong to me, im not half or 2.

有人点一首歌给我。

im totally grossed out
quite abit...
an eye . for an eye.
good things dont come by easily.

lol.. u know i knew it.

who r u trying to kid.

if u feel guilty afte reading this.

then u r the one.

what more can i say
watch out for her new album....
back. for good

i love this live version the most.

enjoy.

the reason why i haven been blogging is everytime i post something, i receive calls with people asking me abt it.
this blog used to be me .
now it became a gossip starter.
i dont fancy it at all.

many things happened along the way.

i learnt something frm this period too.
i learnt how selfish human can get when they eye on something
sometimes even aggressive
to their benefits,they turned demonic. character wise that is.

a friend on msn asked me today, hey , what do u think the world is made up of?
i pondered and said. lust,greed,killings.... Money ?
he shot back with answer, "isnt it about love?"

Love is something i only cherish when i know the other party do the same.
if i feel something is wrong. something will deifinitely be wrong
i wun find faults.
like my past r/s.dates. i dont look back when i said no.
i can be very in love today. but when time is up. i can tell u im gone.
tears,sadness, angst. will be kept hidden til time washes them away.
im nt the least keen what ppl think of me or whatever rumors that's gg .dealing with these trash has become my forte.
to whoever it may concern.  we were happy and tts tt.i left coz i felt werid. i nid not explain why it turned out this way.
so. pushing me to the limit will get u nowhere too.
stop whatever u r doing n i'll be grateful. i know u r reading this.
ur're nice. 
i'll remember .
thanks but nothing more.


to other people, "Peeps.. i dont like ppl at my void decks." 
waiting in the middle of the night doesnt change anything.
what are u trying to prove?


privacy is what i need,

if u have nothing better to do... i suggest u go pray to clear your mind. u seriously need help.

yes u nid help.


i glide thru july 20th, my ord. rod to be exact.
i seriously dread waking up early
now , i slp and wake at my preferred time.

am i happy now?
yes and no.

am i excited?
yes to what's in store for me.

cant wait

Bangkok

its fun and tiring. siam paragon is nice.
my hotel is nice. the food is not bad.
my 5th time there. i feel different everytime.



LA.
soon... and i know it will be great.
fingers crossed.
 

gd evening to my peeps. 

to my imbecile underdogs, i feel u.

love.
alvin.

Hollywood.TV's cameras were distancing themselves from the jungle when they spotted Dolf Lundgren and Christina Aguilera in this exclusive footage.


The Red Scorpion star was out at the Ivy and steering clear of the paparazzi. Sorry Dolph, you're 6'4 and build like a log cabin, we're not going to not see you. But then something happens that makes Dolph go from the main attraction to second fiddle. Christina Aguilera was there and it all went crazy.


Christina is pure A-List, even more so since she had baby Max. All the paparazzi descend like piranha. It's a snapping frenzy and it's all going wrong. We see the signs and get right out of there. We all want a picture but never forget that's a person in there. It looks really nasty.


Finally Christina emerges from the crush. She seems okay. We're concerned but she's alright. She looks great, but she shouldn't have to go through that. It's crazy. Add fans and more cameras and it's pretty overwhelming. Robertson is paparazzi central. For a true A-lister it must be like a descent into hell. Madness. 

*extract from www.hollywood.tv

Christina Won't Work With Timbaland

Christina Aguilera might be a new mommy but that's not stopping her from hitting the recording studio to work on a new album. Aguilera has revealed that her new album will be released this fall and one thing we can expect is that it's gonna be different from what's out there. Christina says that she's gonna be working with a lot of different people but one person you won't see her working with is Timbaland. Why? Because everyone else is working with Timbaland and Christina does not wanna be like everyone! She says, ''This record is going to be very different from my previous record 'Back To Basics.' I'm working with a lot of different people so it's a little hard for me to really go for a specific theme this time around, but I can assure you that it's going to be a very very interesting record. Am I nervous? Of course but I'm also very excited. I never like to play it safe so it's always a little risky to release a record that doesn't sound like everything else out there. I mean, I love Timbaland's music for example but I would never work with people like that because everyone else is doing it already. i seriously love her so much.

boy i think im in love....
hahhahaha

 that i know, there is a rainbow, for me to follow...
to get beyond my sorrow..
thunder, preceeds the sunlight n i'll be alrite if i can find that rainbow's end ...

i do not know what to blog anymore....

im not feeling it...

im not myself lately
 

we are wat we eat...

im not full time vegetarian. just 10 full days monthly...

do u like food?

meat??

fins?

meat or veg??

.. so?

oh wait... 
our stomach...

is like a cemetry ... isnt it?

dead animals ....

sadhu sadhu sadhu.. 

 

a song goes ...

i just cant get you outta my head, boy ur lovin' is all i think about

y sia ...

im stuck on ....

 im on a secret mission...

results will be sweet im sure.

are u ready?