my second arrival

CHRISTINA AGUILERA .. performed her new song "LIFT ME UP" from her upcoming 4th studio album "BIONIC"

i believe this song fits the show Perfectly, with just her voice and piano.
clearly the best performance of the night.

may the people in Haiti get through the hard times....


sadhu.


Lyrics:

So the pain begins
as the music fades
and Im left here with
with more than I can take

if you lift me up
just get me through this night
i know ill rest tomorrow
and ill be strong enough to try

when the sky clears
and all is said and done
i will realize
that we all need someone

if you lift me up
just get me through this night
i know ill rest tomorrow
and Ill be strong enough to try

so when you see me crashing
and theres nowhere left to fall
will you lift me even higher
to rise above this all

if you lift me up
said if you lift me up

said if you lift me up
will it be higher

when you see me crashing
and theres nowhere left to fall
will you lift me even higher
to rise above this all

if you lift me up
said if you lift me up
if you lift me up
just get me through this night

everyone Knows how much i LOVE  CHRISTINA AGUILERA.
she presented an award with cher today @ the golden globe... AND SHE LOOKED AMAZING ........

do u agree ???

i seriously couldnt care less abt anything thats not related to me.

milan, LAX... im coming !!!!

just return the money .... goner.

lyrically, it touched me.

you too , may stop for awhile can listen to it.

may everyone be happy.




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had a conversation which him at the familiar carpark roof. never thought the once cold roof was alive again.
if it wasnt for tonight. never would i realised how much i needed and need him.how much impact he caused the change in me.
thank you

2009 was a wake up call to me. a siren that rang for a year .
i lost friends along the way. but in a good way. and gained good ones. real ones who dun lie. and not egoistic. most importantly.
not ugly. (heart)

im seeing how one being deluded kills him/herself.

money is a scary topic.

im lucky coz im loved.

no resolutions for this year . becoz. im contented. very.

over the years, i only wished for 1 thing. thankfully it happened earlier this yr .
this is enough.

thank you.

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In the old days people would say if a black man can become president of the USA, pigs would fly. Today, now that a black man is indeed president of the USA, the prophecy came true... SWINE "FLEW"

i love romantic songs.

i never expected things to be going my way ... so easily ... never thought i could be so lucky.
been the longest time since i wanted something so badly... since im nominated. YES. i want to win .
i really want to win ....

5 more days to my 22nd.

i really really want a very knock out day. i want to cry i want laugh so hard ... i wan to be drunk ... on that day .
i want to break the dawn ....

im happy this way ...
im happy ...
truely happy now

do u believe in the above??
i do ...
thank you Phramae...

i'll remember...

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ... ALSTON .. JUST REMEMBERED UR  23TH BDAY. SEE U WHEN URE OUT...


SAD.

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8 MONTHS WILL BE SOON

it seems u cant hear me, when i open my mouth u never listen
u said stay, but what does tt mean? do u think i honestly, wanna be reminded forever?


 if you only knew...


dont waste your time trying to fix, what i wanna erase, what i need to forget,
my friend, "friend" wat does tt even mean ?i dont  want your hand, youre only pull me down, so save ur words, dont waste your time...


its not that i dont wanna share my life with you,its just you gotta know its got to be right,
i dont need somebody to complete, i complete myself.

i belong to me, im not half or 2.

有人点一首歌给我。

im totally grossed out
quite abit...
an eye . for an eye.
good things dont come by easily.

lol.. u know i knew it.

who r u trying to kid.

if u feel guilty afte reading this.

then u r the one.

what more can i say
watch out for her new album....
back. for good

i love this live version the most.

enjoy.

the reason why i haven been blogging is everytime i post something, i receive calls with people asking me abt it.
this blog used to be me .
now it became a gossip starter.
i dont fancy it at all.

many things happened along the way.

i learnt something frm this period too.
i learnt how selfish human can get when they eye on something
sometimes even aggressive
to their benefits,they turned demonic. character wise that is.

a friend on msn asked me today, hey , what do u think the world is made up of?
i pondered and said. lust,greed,killings.... Money ?
he shot back with answer, "isnt it about love?"

Love is something i only cherish when i know the other party do the same.
if i feel something is wrong. something will deifinitely be wrong
i wun find faults.
like my past r/s.dates. i dont look back when i said no.
i can be very in love today. but when time is up. i can tell u im gone.
tears,sadness, angst. will be kept hidden til time washes them away.
im nt the least keen what ppl think of me or whatever rumors that's gg .dealing with these trash has become my forte.
to whoever it may concern.  we were happy and tts tt.i left coz i felt werid. i nid not explain why it turned out this way.
so. pushing me to the limit will get u nowhere too.
stop whatever u r doing n i'll be grateful. i know u r reading this.
ur're nice. 
i'll remember .
thanks but nothing more.


to other people, "Peeps.. i dont like ppl at my void decks." 
waiting in the middle of the night doesnt change anything.
what are u trying to prove?


privacy is what i need,

if u have nothing better to do... i suggest u go pray to clear your mind. u seriously need help.

yes u nid help.


i glide thru july 20th, my ord. rod to be exact.
i seriously dread waking up early
now , i slp and wake at my preferred time.

am i happy now?
yes and no.

am i excited?
yes to what's in store for me.

cant wait

Bangkok

its fun and tiring. siam paragon is nice.
my hotel is nice. the food is not bad.
my 5th time there. i feel different everytime.



LA.
soon... and i know it will be great.
fingers crossed.
 

gd evening to my peeps. 

to my imbecile underdogs, i feel u.

love.
alvin.